Why

Why is it that what is for the best
Seems always to hurt so much ?
Life has to go on,
But my hear is shut down.
The spring in my step is gone.
I need a smile from a true friend
A hug from a true loved one.
My new life has to start in a second,
With a positive outlook, which is the best for me.
I'm going to have some green tea.
Now, I am ready to take on the world,
But still I ask why?

By Brock