Tuesday, December 29, 2015

When

When I can lighten someone else's load
As they go down life's road ,
My heart will be happy
By lessen someone's misery
Even when I can not run this New Years eve .
When I fill someone with hope
And give them courage to cope 
And take away their sadness
By calling them smiley !
I feel gladness
When I can do this all the while
As I walk away I cry
That I can not run this early morning .
I will run again the question is only when .

                                            By Brock

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Mom's Kitchen

Mom's kitchen was the heart of her home .
She would spice every plate with love .
When ever she was in the kitchen 
She was right !
Mom spoke low 
When she was in the kitchen ,
But she would only speak love in there .
If I was in the kitchen with her
No knife could cut our love in two ?
Sometimes for God's sake
I had to hold my tongue 
And just let her cook
Because I wanted to eat !!!!
In mom's kitchen the love there
Was the most fun I could have
Without laughing 
But we all laughed in mom's kitchen .
Mom's kitchen was a special place 
For loving .

                           By Brock

Friday, December 25, 2015

Grandpa's Eraser

When you do something wrong 
And you do not know where to turn 
you can always come to grandpa .
Do not worry about how you are to speak 
Or what you are to say .
Just talk to me .

I listen to you .
Keep talking to me and keep your head up
And your eyes fixed on me 
Then I will talk to you
If you listen you will learn from your mistakes 
Your grandpa's eyes
Will be silent tongues of love .
The sweets of love are mixed with tears .
To love you is an education you see .
One thing that grandpa has to help you
Is an eraser .
After talking to grandpa 
Your day will be better .
Grandpa will always have his eraser 
To help you get over your hurt .

                               By Brock

Grandpa's Tear

When you take a nap in grandpa's lap
And as your little head rest on grandpa's 
Arm , you sleep with one hand on your heart
And one hand on your cheek 
And it will slide up to your ear as you sleep .
A tear will come down grandpa's cheek 
As I watch you sleep .
You will stretch out while you sleep
And I will move with you 
To protect you .
I will have you for a while 
And grandpa will cry .
Grandpa knows he has you   
For only a sliver of your time 
And also of mine .

                     By Brock

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Your Tongue

Use your tongue to sing every day .
Words are like seeds .
We are trapped by what we say 
So do not plant the wrong words .
Use your tongue to talk about promises
Not about being defeated .
Talk about receiving beauty 
Not about ashes .
Keeping your mouth shut sometimes 
Is the best time .
Find time to use your tongue 
To sing so fine .

                      By Brock

Saturday, December 19, 2015

A Grandpa's Christmas

Grandpa's wish is not what he needs 
But what he wants .
Grandpa stands at awe 
When he sees his grandson
Standing by him 
And oh when he holds him .
The knowledge that grandpa
Is at awe 
That his grandson loves him 
No matter what 
Grandpa can not wait
To hear his voice and to follow
His step on Christmas .
When grandpa and his grandson kiss ,
Justice and peace shell kiss .
Grandpa will have his best Christmas .

                             By Brock

Far Away Grandpa

I can not be to far away to be a grandpa .
I open wide my heart and my home to you .
My home will always take you in .
My living room window is a wonderland  .
There will always be an angel on your shoulder 
And you will always be buttermilk soft to me yea !
You are small but yet I have big dreams for you 
Hold on my grandson
You are not alone .
When you do come to grandpa's home 
And when I cheer you up then
Grandpa's living shell not be in vain .
My eyes will close in prayer for you every day .

                                          by Brock

Saturday, December 12, 2015

A Good Coach

Once someone is named coach
He is called coach until the end of time .
He hopes the players listen to him .
He may be laughed at if not more than that .
He will try and show the right way to do things .
He will try to have fun and passion 
And to pass it on .
To his players .
A good coach may not get paid 
But he will always 
Look for progress
In what he sees everyday .
A good coach will always beat yesterday .

                                  By Brock

Friday, December 11, 2015

Your Grandpa

To see and to know your grandpa
Is to observe and to understand 
And to listen too
All that you can 
With what your grandpa shows you
And tells you 
And what he has done 
With his hands and heart
And his love for you  .
Grandpa's heart is always open .
He always tells a toy story 
That is always a happy story .
With grandpa good things will happen 
Like everything is as fresh as lettuce 
And there can be a wrinkled blanket 
In the sky almost every day 
But it can be straightened 
Out before the day is over
And everything will be OK
According to grandpa .

                  By Brock

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Loneliness


When you are old like me
Or even older sooner or later
You will experience quieter 
Loneliness .
Your children are grown
And have their own lives .
They will stop by
To see you often 
But they leave you sitting alone .
In a way to me 
Loneliness comes to me 
As an angel comes to help me 
That is what I believe .
As I sit by the window
Or outside I know
Jesus knows also 
The distress of loneliness .
I am in Jesus's hands 
For Jesus will fill my loneliness .

                           By Brock

Saturday, December 5, 2015

A Good Vive

I try to give out good vives .
I am available to you .
I treat everyone who comes
Through the back door
The same as the people 
Who come through the front door .
Remember the poor
Among us are us , 
I will treat you
Like you treat you .
I will give out a good vive
When you say hi 
And when say good by .

                      By Brock

Friday, December 4, 2015

I Want To

If I can lighten my grandson's load
As he goes down life's road .
Grandpa's heart would be so happy 
To lessen his misery .
I want to fill his heart with hope
And also give him courage
To help him cope .
I want to always replace his sadness
With a smile .
OK Smiley !!
I want to brighten his day
And chase his dreary cares away .
So he can have a happy day 
That is what grandpa wants to see ..

                          By Brock

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Just You And I Today

Grandpa wants to keep his eyes open .
So that he can see you grow .
Grandpa was told what does not carry you
Makes you stronger .
But I am your grandpa 
And I want to carry you as long
As you let me .
Your grandpa's eyes are open
His heart for you is so true .
In grandpa's own special way,
He wants to give you 
The desire to give your generosity 
To others 
But give grandpa a hug and let us
Move on today
Just you and I .

                            By Brock

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Did You Know

You can not walk without him
Holding your hand .
He gives you so much .
He has been good to you .
He has been so faithful .
There are times you need to pull
Harder and not let go of him  .c
You can take anything to Jesus .
He gave you your family
Your true friends
And all your loved ones .
He will love you always 
He gave us angels among us .
Because he lives ,
You can face tomorrow .
They call him Jesus .

                By Brock

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Just Today

Just Today I tell you
I see nothing but yet
I forget nothing .
I want you to have a good day .
I don't want your heart
To become drowsy .
I want to cast from you every 
Evil that can stand in the way
Of seeing me .
I don't want to be to far away
From you 
So I can enjoy you
And what you do 
Just today .

               By Brock

Friday, November 27, 2015

A Photo

Every morning and every night
I sit back and look at the photos 
That have been given to me 
And those I have taken on my own .
The memories that flash before me 
With each photo .
They say , I take to many photos .
People say , I 'm to old to take so many shots .
There is one special thing
About every photo on my wall
Each photo never gets old .
With the next shot 
I will say horse manure .
Will you !!!!!

                    By Brock

Sunday, November 22, 2015

Just Remember

Just remember your further along .
Remember the good things .
How God has helped you .
Don't complain .
Just remember the fuel 
Than God has given you .
Remember what God has done 
And how he has lifted you .
Faith will rise in your heart .
Remember God will direct your steps
Just remember when your with God 
And you are in trouble and hurting ,
You don't need to pray long 
For you have mercy 
And you have thee .

                       By Brock .

Thursday, November 19, 2015

A Thanksgiving Memory

The face that never leaves my mind
Especially on Thanksgiving .
I look to you for strength and to persevere .
On Thanksgiving I never become 
Reluctant to show my feelings .
My mother gave everyone 
The gift of love .
The memory of my mother's hand
As it is extended to all of us 
And we had the great privilege 
To take a hold of her .
Thanks for the memory .

                      By Brock


Wednesday, November 18, 2015

That Is Enough

Nobody has to come to my door .
I am saved and I know I am .
I say amen  .
I say amen .
I am  in the army of  the Lord .
In his army I already fit .
I will never quit .
I may not have to many friends 
That is enough for me and for the Lord
Will watch over me . my family
And my true friends 
That is what counts 
At the end of every day .

                  By Brock

Saturday, November 14, 2015

God Watches Me

He watches me as I sleep .
There is no night in God's light .
The power of the night in my life 
As I pray to God to make it through the night 
I know he watches me all the time .
God will help me with my fight 
Until he wants me up high .
I will change the page for each new day
Until he wants me .
I believe in you 
And you always knew me .

                           By Brock

Nothing Is Crystal Clear

I know we would have bad times ,
But I did not believe I would let you
Slip away from me .
Please forgive me and make the world go away .
After all this time 
Your still on my mind .
I can still smell your hair on your pillow .
It is plain to see your done with me .
My compass was your love you see .
You were my life line .
My world has slipped away 
Because of my mistake
Because of me nothing will ever be
Crystal clear to me any more .

                          By Brock

Dropped

I have been dropped
But not forgotten .
Someday I will  measure up to someone .
I can always be better than I am .
You refused me and you dropped me
And yes I was blue .
The blues you sent me 
Will not defeat me .
In time I will be brave 
For I believe to be dropped
Is not the end 
But a beginning .
I will have more divine wisdom 
And better foresight to come.

                         By Brock

Friday, November 13, 2015

Our Love

Sometimes I wounder 
How people judge our love ,
Some people may not like me or you .
They never seem to notice that it
Comes from Heaven above .
Our love is strong and yes true .
We do not listen to them
It's not what you and I do .
Our love will shine through it all .
We will have rough and tough times 
But we will be together like the sun .
Yes it will shine 
No matter what people say or think
About our love .

                               By Brock

Mom's Thanksgiving

It was always her birthday on Thanksgiving .
I always tried to sit with the kids .
Mom always said help me help you .
On Thanksgiving mom would salute
Her hidden heroes .
The air in her house carried the smell
Of turkey and all the trimmings 
Even the hot smell of cream peas .
We all ate together .
On Thanksgiving or anytime my mother
Cooked there was always room for one more .
On Thanksgiving or anytime at mom's house 
Compassion was always given and received .

                                By Brock

Do You

I know what love is .
Do you ?
If I don't get it ,
I do need it .
Do you ?
I have what I need .
Do you ?
I want to connect with your love 
By connecting with your heart .
Do you ?
I rejoice and embrace the role 
You have in my life .
Do you ?
All I can see is you
Do you see me?
Do you ?

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

May My Love

May my love for you shine
Through everything I say , think
And do when I am with you 
With my love .
I want to teach you and  show you
How to look on everyone 
As your brother or sister
And more than that as a friend .
I will start right now today
By saying I love you 
And my love for you will never end .

                                     By Brock

Friday, November 6, 2015

He Will Grab

Before we go outside
He will grab my cap
Before I get to it .
He will grab a stick
And play with it most of the morning .
He will grab any ball
And have a ball .
He will grab his dog's tail
And the 2 of them will go around in circles .
When we go inside ,
He will grab the broom 
And help to clean the room .
He will grab the garbage can
And open it and help me the best you can .
No matter what he grabs ,
The most important thing he grabs
Is my heart .

                         By Brock

Forgiveness

Forgiveness is not a simple process .
There is a daily work on forgiveness .
Forgiveness is like being
Sick with secrets and getting the secrets 
Out and getting forgiveness .
Forgiveness is not the end of anything  .
It is the beginning of all things .
The future is always bigger than the past  
So always give forgiveness .

                               By Brock

Saturday, October 31, 2015

A Beautiful Bowl

When I pray , I like to believe 
That God puts all my prayers 
With him in a hidden place in heaven 
In a beautiful bowl .
When the beautiful bowl gets full of prayers ,
I hope the prayers get answered .
I never say my prayers in vain .
When I pray for my loved ones ,
God will hid my prayers in the beautiful bowl .
I don't want to ever grow weary.
When I pray each day and night ,
I like to think I am filling my beautiful bowl
And it is always in God's Hands .

                                    By Brock

Grandpa Cares

I will not bundle you up
In cotton batting .
I will not hid you in a place 
Where storms never come .
My grandchild is not a hot house plant .
He is the opposite .
I will not do these things 
And I have cried
And I will watch you grow big guy 
Because grandpa loves you
And he will always be
Young around you Smiley  .
Grandpa will care about you always .

                              By Brock

Thursday, October 29, 2015

A Gift

The greatest gift you can give
On a friend's birthday 
Is one we all can give 
A friendly smile that helps
To make life easier to life ,
A kind thought , a helping hand 
To let them know how much 
It means to have them around .
You can have a gift that does
not cost to buy .
You can give blood 
A few times a year
And think of them 
Or giving a shoulder
When the birthday boy or girl
Needs a lift 
Even when their birthdays
Are on Christmas Dec 25 !!!

                         By Brock

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

The Baby Sitter

When you baby sit ,
You teach so much through play .
You teach even more by
Using laughter and smiles .
When a child points at a tree ,
The child and you will see
A whole new tree .
When a child turns and looks
At the sun , you know the sun
Is brighter than him .
The sun can be one happy way
To get burned
If you know what I mean ?
A child can hold a mirror
And show you how beautiful
The world really is just by
Watching the child .

                       By Brock

Nothing Is Impossible

       
With God nothing is impossible .
What is impossible for you
God has already done .
When it seems to you that he
Is far away .
When it seems that you are not able
To find him than he finds you
And  he gives you what you need .
When the time comes when you fall
Into a stupor and no longer able
To read and pray even then he will
Come to you and be with you
Behind the drawn drapes
Therefore do not look above you anxiously
For with God nothing is impossible .

                                       By Brock

My Journey

I have dreamed dreams
That never came true
But I still pray to you
Lord every morning and night .
There have been days without a song
But every day with my grandson
I sing my grandma's song
And watch him sleep
As a tear or two come down my cheek .
On my journey there is so much to
Do with him .
He will learn grandma's song
The way I sing it
And I hope he will pass it on ?
Oh what a blessing I have to have him
On my journey .
On my journey I am never alone .

                            By Brock

Your Dream

Remember your dreams .
Your dream is still alive .
Don't forget your dream .
You still have time .
Your dream is on the way .
When your dream seems to be
Buried under so much dirty stuff
Just brush away the dirty stuff
And your dream will come alive.
Start a fire under your dream .
No one can stop your dream ,
So  use your over drive .
Your dream will come true for you
In time and you will be
Where you want to be
With your dream
When it comes alive .

                         By Brock

Oh To Teach

Your future starts today .
You can not have tomorrow back ,
So today do something good
With it in mind .
Through your grandpa's eyes
You can be all you want to be .
The future is always bigger
Than the past so don't be afraid
To forgive if someone does you wrong .
Education is the ability to listen
To almost anything without losing
your temper or your self confidence .
If I could just teach you these
Few things ?

                           By Brock

My Dad Sang

Joy is with in  dad would you  say
And always speak to yourself
Like singing and think
Of a melody in your heart everyday 
.Life takes things out of you
So sing and keep your heart filled .
Keep a song in your heart 
Or say a prayer and then
Sing of praise every morning 
Before the sun comes up .
You can hear the birds sing 
Before the sun and even in the rain  .
Do all things without complaining 
Like the birds .
When you complain you remain .
When you praise good things
Come your way .
You have hope and joy and God
When you sing 
So keep singing my boy .

                   By Brock

He Makes A Difference

He sales hope and results .
Sometimes my eyes are full of tears .
There are tears in Jesus's eyes sometimes to .
Sometimes I get down on my knees
And talk to Jesus .
I know I am with Jesus all the time .
Jesus never blinks .
Jesus is in my heart and so there is
Light in my valley tonight .
He makes a difference in my life
So I will go to sleep tonight .
And I will meet you in the morning .

                               By Brock

Dad and Grandma

They told me a great secret
That I needed to learn
It is just listen .
It sounds so easy ,
But it was and is not easy to practice .
They said , take one day at a time .
They said , why do you the harm
You may not see ?
As the day is  ,
So shall your strength be .
God does not give his power in advance .
The power you need tomorrow
You will get tomorrow .
Today you have the power
To live this day .
So take one day at a time
And find time to listen
And enjoy this day .
             
                     By Brock

A Friend

A friend can laugh or cry with you .
A friend is always kind and true .
When you get weary
And it takes a toll from within
Soon your faith wears thin .
Thank God  for your friend .
A friend,s hand is always in reach
So just hold on .
A friend will bring happy thoughts
To you when you feel alone .
A friend will help to weather life's
Troubles and ills .
A friend will bring you laughter
And cheer you on .
A true friend will change your sadness
Into a happy song .
You and your friend will sing as one .

                                  By Brock

Autumn

There is s the autumn razored winds .
In autumn there are moments of
Treasured with family and friends
Like hunting pheasants as they fly
Over the cornfield's steepled sky .
As we hunt this early afternoon ,
The trees are swaying in the razored winds .
the silos are across the road .
I see the fertile field of hay .
What can I say !
There is so much to see
And so much to share !
Like the pheasant I just mist
As it just flew by .
The moment we just treasured
On our family hunt just today !    

                       By Brock

Forgiveness

Forgiveness is not a simple process .
There is a daily work on forgiveness .
Forgiveness is like being
Sick with secrets and getting the secrets
Out and getting forgiveness .
Forgiveness is not the end of anything  .
It is the beginning of all things .
The future is always bigger than the past
So always give forgiveness .

                               By Brock

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Grandma Knew

She had steady hands 
But soft ones .
She was unstoppable  .
She showed me how to be myself .
What you saw is what you get .
She knew everything 
And had everything  
Or could get you everything 
You ever truly needed .
She had eyes behind her head .
She knew the true happiness
Of being outside every day  .
She taught the values
And knew the value in all of us .

                                By Brock

Never The Less

Some things seem so far out ,
It may seem impossible 
But always add never the less .
All things are possible .
Don't ever try to understand 
Everything ,
Somethings will just never
Make since 
So don't forget to say
Never the less .
Never the less
I still believe .
Do not deny everything 
Add never the less .
Do not say
No way 
Say never the less .
The odds may be against me
But I will say
Never the less .

                      By Brock

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

My Birthday

On my birthday you ask
What can you do for me ?
If I have a request on my birthday
Or any day ,
Will you mention my name everyday
When you pray?
I will never shout for yesterday .
I have everything I could ever want 
In my heart and in my hand 
As it rows through my fingers 
One bead at a time .
I know you are mine .
When you pray
Just mention my name .

                    By Brock

Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Fishing Fishing

I heard the coyote whining .
I see the sun going
Down over the river .
More than today
When I go fish
I get a special rest .
I see and hear 
Clearly when I go fish .
All the fish I get is all a plus 
For I have peace with in me .

                     By Brock

Kade

A rooster rush takes flight .
I can not ignore a beautiful 
Hunting dog ,
But I need to keep my eyes
On the target .
When I have a good hunting dog ,
I get unconditional love .
He will take me by surprise .
He fills out my world 
With unexpected happiness .
I think to myself what a beautiful world
I am in .
I celebrate and support him 
Because the first look at Kade
Puts a smile in this old hunter's eyes .

                            By Brock

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

I Have The Keys

Lean on me not the bottle .
Drink it slow if you have to ,
Because you got it until 
You can see the bottom clearly .
There is always a reflection of you
No matter what you do or drink  .
Let me take you home 
Because you said your home 
Is like an old lost friend  ,
I do not want you to forsake
One good morning .
I have the keys 
I will be a best friend forever .
Let me take you by the hand .
Lets get out of here .

                         By Brock

Circumstances Change

I just want to get away .
I go to the river not really
To get the big fish .
I just want to sit under my special tree
And there I do not feel afraid  
I will find light and guidance under my tree .
I feel secure and peaceful there .
The sun is shining  brightly
On me now and.the sweat is back in my hands
And I am going to go fish
And I will get the big ones !

                                      By Brock

Thursday, September 24, 2015

Wait For Him

When you get old with age
Difficult trying times seem
To just happen .
You experience time
When you do not see God .
God is always watching you 
So therefore wait for him .
yes wait for him .
In a little while a cloudless day
Will dawn .
Every dark cloud has a silver lining .
A night may be long 
But every night is followed by daybreak
We all have hope whether you see it or not 
Believe in and wait for God .

                               By Brock

My Heart

I will always carry you 
In my heart .
I will pierce your heart
With my heart .
My heart is in my mouth
Because I need to feel
And taste what I say
With my heart
And what I love to do
And who I love every day .
On a bad day somethings 
Do not count 
But they do matter in my heart .
Somethings will just never 
Makes sense to me 
But I will always keep
My heart in the right place .

                       By Brock

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

When You're Young

Oh to look but not see
And to hear but not understand .
Music is a life raft for the young .
When being outside is your home
Away from home ,
When your outside ,
You have a little magic taste 
In your mouth .
You lose that special taste 
When you come 
Inside and especially 
When the years go by 
And your not young any more .

                           By Brock

Time With Him

He speeds up my clock 
Every time I am with him .
When I am with him ,
I can hear my heart beat
Coming from my ears .
I am as near to him
As the shade on my left hand .
When I spend a day with him ,
I ask myself where did the day go ?
I will always give him my time
And my time with him 
Will never be wasted ,
Because of my love for him always .

                         By Brock

Friday, September 18, 2015

Your Heart

Put yourself in God's hands .
It is your heart that matters .
Always turn your heart toward God .
Except yourself for who you are .
There are much more right things 
About you than you think . 
God approves of you just where you are .
How you think about yourself
Truly counts who you are .
You will be approved by your family
Because we love you .
We do not keep a record of all
Your mistakes 
Because we love you .
Always reach for your highest potential
And keep your heart in the right place .

                               By Brock 

The Exit Door

We are all much closer
To the exit door than the entrance door .
When the exit door opens
Everything on this side
Is forever over .
What have I gotten 
Out of life ?
When I pause and look back
There is so much that makes me uneasy .
When I look back
I also see many uncompleted task
That worry me .
I will try and do as much good things
For me and my family and friends
Before the exit door closes behind me .

                                By Brock

Oh To Be Old

What seems to grow fairer
To me as life goes by 
Is the love and tenderness of it .
Oh the laughter of children
And oh yes the grandchildren's
Laughter yet so loud so joyfully .
The friendship of friends
And the easy talk outside
Under the stars 
And the sight of flowers
In the afternoon 
And the sound of music
All around .
What do you  see 
what do you hear
Oh first go outside
Before you get to old !

              By Brock

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Him

When I am with him ,
I feel healed .
He makes a change in me .
I know he loves me .
Oh how he holds me like only 
He does .
I love to hold him face to face !
Oh when he touches me !
I feel every thing new again .
When I am with him ,
I need not to hurry 
But I do worry about him 
So I will pray for him always ,
When I am not with him .
When I am with him ,
Time is not on our mind .

                     By Brock

Sep 11

I cried when I had no shoes .
Until I saw a man without any feet .
I cried when my one hand had some pain 
Until I saw the same man who had
No hands .
When we looked eye to eye ,
We cried our eyes out .
We cried as one .
We cried for joy 
For we have now and tomorrow
For we are lucky 
For there are people 
We will never see eye to eye again 
For they died on Sep 11 2001 .

                                   By Brock

Sunday, September 6, 2015

The Excuse

No more excuse .
You don't want to stay
Where you are .
Get rid of the excuse .
An excuse will slow you down .
An excuse will hold you back .
An excuse will make you look back .
Step up to who you want to be .
Step up to a new level .
God will get you where
You are to be .
Turn fear to faith .
Turn silence to singing .
Turning limping along
To leaping with joy .
You have what you need today
No more excuse .

                      By Brock

Tomorrow

Every day makes a difference .
I will follow you wherever you lead me .
You are here now and for tomorrow .
Your eyes are already on a sparrow
Therefore I know you are watching me
And all my loved ones 
One by one 
And especially tomorrow .
You will never be surprised
By what you come upon 
Because you live 
I can face tomorrow .
You will never rest until all is home .

                             By Brock



Only Your Grandpa

Oh grandpa will try to understand 
His grandson's reality .
With grandpa's help today
His grandson will live in his light
And with his strength .
Grandpa will listen to you 
When its dark or light outside .
When you are young ,
You look smart ,
But yet you can be sad to .
Sad isn't bad it helps
A child to mourn .
When grandpa prays
For his grandchild 
He does not expect to understand
Everything the grandchild tells him ,
But grandpa will pray to God
For his grandchild
Because grandpa will get paid
For praying 
When grandpa does get to heaven ,
To grandpa this is part of grandpa's
Over all human equation .

     
                             By Brock

As Grandpa See It

Give him tough love
For he is easy to love .
Some things are a blur 
And out of focus to him 
So sometimes he can not see
What is just in front of his face 
Give him a second touch or chance .
I don't want him to settle for less .
I like to push him to his destiny .
The best part of his life is in his future .
Always have him move forward .
This is the love habits
Of grandpa's heart  .
They.are the most powerful
Influence on his grandchild 
As his grandpa see it .

                     By Brock




Saturday, August 29, 2015

Wake Up With Me

When you wake up with me ,
We will figure out how
We are going to better
The kingdom today .
The more we dream
The further we can go .
We will have mutual respect
And trust of each other .
We will never take anything
For granted .
We will let each other
Know how much we love
Each other every moment
Of every day ,
So wake up with me !

                  By Brock

Thursday, August 27, 2015

He Is Genuine

You can hear him
Before you can see him .
He makes everyone's heart smile .
He always comes into a room
On eagle's wings .
When he comes into a room 
He brings fresh air in .
He brings light and a special fire .
He brings joy and happiness
And so much laughter
That all the kids want to be like him .
He is genuine that's the only way
He knows how to be .

                                  By Brock

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Here

It is old here but yet she
Has her own charm .
She has had more than a
Thousand winds that blew here 
Over the years .
You should see the sunlight
On the ripened grain 
On a quiet day .
From time to time here
You can feel the gentle autumn rain .
You can look up on any good day
And see a pheasant fly on a straight line .
In the winter time each snow flake
That falls is never the same .
Here there is always 
Soft light at night .
There is a past and a future here .
Here is where I want to stay .
I have a voice here
You need to hear .

                       By Brock

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Grandpa's Prayer

I will teach and show you
Joy , laughter  and most of all when to smile .
I will speak the truth with kindness.
I will correct you with love .
I will guide you with understanding .
I will always embrace you .
When you are with me ,
You will never feel broken .
Trust me  , I will always pray for you 
My little one .

                               By Brock

Before You Go

You accept grandpa for who he is .
Oh you are so young .
You are my grandson .
You may wreak grandpa's house
But you make grandpa's home .
You have made up your mind  ,
I am just fine being your friend
And your grandpa too .
Oh the things I want to tell you
Before you go .
Before I let you go ,
What can I do ?
I am lost in time .
I will miss you Smiley .
I am lost for words 
For what I want to say .
People say , life is less than everything .
Smiley. you are my everything .
People say , what grows together
Goes together .
Just between you and me
I wish it was true  .

            By Brock   

Friday, August 21, 2015

Wake Up

Always look forward to waking up .
Today is a good day for a good day .
Don't forget your dreams .
Challenge yourself  every day .
Find time to laugh and to smile
And to cry with joy each day .
May your love overflow in you
And always touch everyone 
You encounter with love today .
So don't waste the morning 
Wake up !

                              By Brock

Look What I See

When I look out mom's front door ,
I can see the beautiful frosting outside ,
But wait when I do go outside ,
I can see the great cake .
The color of the cake out front
Puts a color punch to my face .
Everything outside feeds on its self  .
When I am outside ,
I truly treasure the moments .
I believe God gives me signs
So that I can see what a difference 
Each day and night makes ,
So come with me
And look what I see .

                     By Brock

Saturday, August 15, 2015

He Needs Hope

Grandpa often feels devoured
By the demands of family life .
Grandpa creates hope
When his grandchild needs
The most .
Grandpa sometimes can do
Great things by letting somethings go .
Grandpa will put his grandchild 
On his shoulder
For we all live on the shoulders
Of those who came before us .
The grandchild is clothed with the sun . 
Grandpa will walk in his grandchild's
Light  and he will be filled 
With his grandchild's life .

Friday, August 14, 2015

To Be Brave

It is how you see things
That determines your courage .
Oh no Lord I want to be brave .
Yes I know I need to see things
Through .
I need to be firm .
I am stronger than I look .
I know strength is invisible .
I do not fear everything .
I will be brave .
I will never know 
How many hurdles
I need to over come
But the Lord is always
With me .
             By Brock

Yes You Can

You can obtain somethings
Only by going through it .
There is always some stinky time .
To complain is just a dead end .
They say there  is a purpose 
For everything .
Truly nothing in life is wasted .
Do not be discouraged .
You may call for encouragement 
From time to time 
But you will do fine
Yes you can make it .

                     By Brock

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Grandpa Builds

Grandpa could always build
A bridge to anyone or any where .
He dreamed with his eyes open
And he has bigger dreams 
With his eyes closed .
We could walk on his bridge 
Hand in hand .
He has big hands and yet so soft  .
What ever grandpa built ,
He wanted everyone to be treated
With honor ,respect and even mercy .
He always spoke the truth  .
He loved to pass the baton
To everyone who helped him build 
Oh so many beautiful things .
He loved to show all that he
Could do with love .

                         By Brock

Saturday, August 8, 2015

His Name Is Sawyer

I will set your spirit free .
The days do not get me down ,
When you are with me .
Our love blooms ,
When we are together .
You will always shine in my eyes 
Like the sun .
There will always be wondering
Rainbows where ever  we go .
We will run 
After every butterfly .
I will stay younger than summer .
When I am with you always .

                       By Brock

His Special Power

The power of a special child
I know .
He is less than 2 
And he already 
Knows what to do
When he sees you ..
He has the power 
Of lifting spirits
With his smile and his hugs .
There is a purpose in it all .
He gets paid the simple way
For you will always remember
Him just call him smiley 
And you can not help but smile .

                            By  Brock

Little Man

Let my unfailing love 
And touch and let me coach
And give you some magic
Moments to remember .
Let me fix your words
In your heart 
Before they are said
And the words go to far . .
I will take you to the truth .
Everyone needs an open heart 
So never close your heart ever .
You inspire awe in my heart .
When I watch you from a far .
When your days are weary ,
You can always come to me .
That is a few things little man
I want to tell you 
So you can remember before
You become to big of a big man .

                        By Brock

Thursday, August 6, 2015

The Hurt

The hurt will never last
For ever .
The tears will dry up 
In some sweet time .
You will not feel
What I feel .
When I am so low
My shadow 
Is so small .
I need you now .
You make things better
For me that is all
Because of you my hurt
Will go away .

               By Brock

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Understanding

Some people just make my
Gears grind .
You can teach a child to understand
But you have to train older people 
To understand and that cost more 
Than money .
A child will have compassion .
An adult may have pity
Or compassion .
I believe children and adults
All want harmony .
It just takes longer for an adult 
To find harmony .
Children and adults want joy
But it cost more for an adult 
To have true joy
And to understand these few things .

                  By Brock

Bryony

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 By Brian

No Regrets

I will never regret
Spending time with you .
Many dreams did come true
When I was with you .
I trusted your true 
Blue eyes ..
You taught me to listen
And to pray .
When I was down ,
You always lifted me .
I will never for get you .

                By Brock

The Flicker

I now sit in the dark .
I waited a long time
To hear it come ,
But yet I never saw it coming .
The flicker is gone out 
Of Grandpa's eyes  .
I come to tears in my chair 
I will not rock my grandson 
Everyday any more .
In my chair I never push forward .
My grandson has come so far
So fast yet he has so far yet to go .
Today , I will take a nap alone .

                           By Brock

Thursday, July 30, 2015

My Life

In life I want to be more
And do more .
Life is a competition .
I need to chase life .
What I want to do in life
Is win .
I am experiencing life .
With life I have plans 
Of possibilities 
And that is the way
I think it should be .
In my hair I like to have sunshine
As I fish and hunt and run
And love life to the fullest .
It is my life .

                  By Brock

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Hope

There is a garden of hope .
Hope grows it never dies .
Hope never ends .
Someone will always
Pick up hope .
In a special way
Hope is always with us .
You can do many things
With hope .
We all pray
that hope grows
In all of us .

           By Brock

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Your Father

My child needs my approval
And my blessing .
It is never to late to say
I love you .
I will never with hold love .
I will make my child feel special .
I will always recognize my child 
As someone who does great things 
And his life is going
In the right direction .
I will be a father to the child until
His father up above picks him up 
If that is the way it is to be .

                             By Brock

Saturday, July 25, 2015

My Dad Cares

If I have a sad night ,
My dad and I will go outside
And stand on the street corner
And we sing as the girls go by .
He will say stand  beside me
And he touched me .
I know he cares .
He will take care of me 
Everyday of his life .
He will say may all your
Troubles be small ones .
May all your dreams be sweet
Ones tomorrow 
So always listen to your dad .
We can listen and watch
The little yellow birds
And the black birds together
Up in the trees 
And we will sing the day away

                       By Brock,

Oh Grandma

I will put my trust
In you because I rely
On you in every situation .
You tell me to be comfortable
In my my own skin .
You tell me to keep my eyes
On the horizon .
You come to me when it is
Dark in my life .
I want to emulate your love
And your devotion .
Oh grandma thank you for revealing
Your mind to me 
By your spirit .
You helped me to grasp
A little of your wisdom .
I want to pass it on
To everyone I love .

               By Brock

Friday, July 24, 2015

Find Time

Always find time to talk
To someone you trust         
Or maybe not talk at all ?
Maybe you should find time
Just to listen for someone
May even trust you .
It is better to find time
Sooner or later .
Make the difference
For someone every  day .
One way or the other ,'''
Everyone needs to find time 
To help someone or even yourself .
Remember God has seen every tear
Of yours .
If you not find time 
God has time .

                By Brock

Sunday, July 19, 2015

Be All You Want To Be

God does not give up on anyone .
There is the importance of forgiveness .
Time and chance come together for everyone .
God puts a blessing on you .
Try and see your life
In a new light .
Your greatest turning point
Is yet to come .
You can still create 
What you want to be .
When you go outside
Your big sky country it
Has no limit .
All you have to do is believe 
In yourself .

                   By Brock

Saturday, July 18, 2015

The Wedding planner

First , your family and friends
Who are not here are swinging 
On the golden gate as the horses
All stand at attention .
Oh the wedding preparation 
And for the celebration  .
A true country flavor wedding .
Don't ever be afraid to step into
The water of love .
God's love will touch you two .
Together listen to the lord and his words .
May you two have a better world together
From now on .
Paint a picture of your wedding
With your heart .
Have compassion for each other 
And everyone you touch every day .
Leave everyone happy 
And have a happy wedding day .

                              By Brock

The Greatest Kindness

The greatest kindness is to
Make the difference everyday
For someone .
Always stop and listen 
And take the time to see
What is around you everyday .
Make the distance disappear 
For someone so far away .
Move someone's heart
And help them to act
The right way today .
All we have is now so
You know what to do ..
Make it personal by showing
love and always pray for them 
And always leave the phone on !

                           By Brock

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Grandpa's First Grandchild

You make a difference in grandpa's life .
What a change you made in my life .
You make grandpa's house warm
All over again .
You are my sunshine .
You are the light in my eyes .
There is no shortage of sunshine
Or love when you are around me .
I wish , I could have showed
You and told you more
While you were with me .
No matter what , 
You got grandpa who will always 
Love you Smiley .

                           By Brock

On My Way Home

On my way home
Somethings never get old .
The sun still comes out
Of the trees .
When I go to the city park .
There is still a slow rowing hill .
The memories there never leave me  
On my way home 
I make sure I look down
The side streets to see
If there is something to eat off the trees  !.
On my way home 
I can even cut corners
Before the 12 o'clock whistle 
Before I need to get home .

                     By Brock

Friday, July 10, 2015

Pray At Night

Fix what is wrong
And then move on .
Do all that you can
Until the day is done .
Sometimes you need to make
Small steps to get big things done .
Today I will slow down
And be thankful for life's blessings .
Sometimes you need a firm hand
To say the least .
Remember you are always
With God and when you go to him
With your struggles of the day
He will find rest .

                       By Brock

Be Happy

Choose to be happy .
It is your attitude .
It is OK to smile ,  laugh , 
Think and have your emotions 
Brought to tears each day .
Give yourself permission 
To be happy .
Think positive and all so
Be happy where you are .
Start each morning
With good morning Lord
Not with oh Lord its morning !

                            By Brock

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

My Friend

There is always somebody
There for you to reach out to .
Choose your friends wisely .
A true friend will pick you up
When you are down .
Keep yourself focused on the Lord ,
It will give you clear vision
Of your true friend .
It is sometimes gut wrenching
To find a true friend ,
When you really need one .
You can not get by
Without a little help
From a friend .
Could you be mine
Will you be my friend ?

                     By Brock

Monday, June 29, 2015

Smiley And Me

You are wearing smiling britches
And you make me smile .
Everything effects you in a big way .
You need to smile and laugh and learn
Something  everyday .
Because of you ,
My world is a better place .
You got a special place in my arms .
Don't put a question mark
Where I put a period  Oh Smiley !
Lean on me so we do not fall .
Life is just memories
But oh they are memories 
Of Smiley and me  .

                     By Brock

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Your Pain

Don't waste your pain .
Without pain there is no gain .
There is a purpose for the pain .
There is a lesson in the pain .
God has his hands on you .
Good things can come out of pain .
Walk in the light of God's words .
Keep moving forward 
And you will not feel defeated .
Your life will shine 
And go help others with their pain .

                           By Brock

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Quiet Grandma

Grandma could be as quiet as a prayer .
She was always with me after a storm .
She had a kind old gentle face 
That would calm me down .
She never talked about Jesus's  words
From the bible  
Not like her one son Jimmy 
But she knew Jesus's words
That would take us in 
When we needed thee .
She was like Jesus  .
She always had a gentle understanding .
When I walked with her ,
She too would hold my hand .

                                
                             By Brock

Your Feelings

Your feelings can tell you
You are weak .
Don't feed all your feelings .
Sometimes you need to just
Say no to your feelings  .
Your feelings tell you only
About right now 
And what you want right now .
Don't let your feelings be your boss  .
you need to rule your feelings .
When you feed it ,
Don't act on it so quickly .
Not all feelings are profitable 
Some feelings will always be there .
Self control is like a muscle 
So use it wisely 
Or you will lose it .
Yes you need self control 
To help rule over your feelings .

                        By Brock

Get Used To It

Being different is not always
Being special .
God carries me every moment
Of my life's journey .
I know he will stand by me .
What some people take from me
I will never retain .
I know I should face everything
And ride with the wind .
I will smile through my tears .
With God's help I will get
Used to it 
And I will pray every day .

                By Brock

Sunday, June 21, 2015

My Dad Could Do Anything

He could sing the Sweetest Story Ever Told .
He could sing the glory every Sunday .
He confessed and Jesus did the rest .
His soul was set free .
When he was sick ,
You never had to tip toe around the house .
He loved us to be around .
When you want to to see Jesus
Go see my dad .

                                   By Brock

My Dad

The best dad hands down .
He always had his eyes on me .
With him I was always always heard .
He always tried to understand 
What I said and where it came from .
He always tried to make me smile 
But much more than that
He could make me laugh
Even on my worst days .
He would say 
I should be seen not to be heard sometimes !
He is my dad and I love him so 
But more than that
He will always be my hero
In his  heart and and in mine
Not just on father's day
But every day .
He is always with me .
He even hears me today .
He prays for me
And will always have his eyes on me
Until the end of time ,

                                 By Brock

As Father And Grandfather

I try to teach prayer and faith
And hope to help you grow .
You need to reach to grow .
At some point I need to let 
The rope go .
I want you to enjoy the sound
Of nature 
For God's love is revealed 
In the wonders of nature .
You need to take care of your self
And the ones you love
Or like an onion  it will make you cry 
The sky is your limit .
Always try to fill your cup
All the way up .
With all these little things 
I try to teach you ,
I know nothing can guarantee 
Good results .
As father and grandfather
I will just keep teaching you
And see how you grow .
I will also pray and hope for you always .

                                 By Brock

Sitting Outside

I found some stars in the sky
That will let me dream tonight  .
They will give me the light
To reach as far as I
Want to dream .
When I am outside looking up
At the stars .
I don't need to compromise .
When I am outside at night
It can be a defining moment 
Just for me .

                   By Brock

Thursday, June 18, 2015

My Grandson's Shoes

What is my visual reminder
Of God's love ?
My reminder is my grandson .
Almost anything can happen 
And yet I can not expect
Anything more from him
Right now 
For he is a child of God .
I try to stay a head of
My grandson if I can .
I watch him step out of his shoes 
But right now I help him
Put his shoes back on 
Because he is my grandson .

                        By Brock

Sunday, June 14, 2015

I've got big news .
I love you more each day .
How many bites of the apple 
Do I get ?
The one bite after you are all done !
When I rest with you ,
It gives me a new perspective
Of the words I love you .
Oh the value of a child
But oh the true special 
Value of a grandchild 
Is invaluable .
This is all grandpa's big news .

                         By Brock

Saturday, June 13, 2015

The Picture

I can not change a picture
That I have already taken 
But I can change
A picture before I take it  .
I may tell you what to say ,
But my eyes can never look away .
A picture will tell a long story
But yet so short !
The stories behind each picture 
Oh to go back in time 
For just a second  .
Oh thank God for the pictures .
The silence of each shot
And yet the echoes of their memories 
Of each one .
I therefore love taking them .
Say horse manure !!!

                  By Brock

I Try

When he comes to me 
With a tear in his eyes ,
He lets me dry the tears
He is crying .
I try to find the right words
But I just hold him
And I wait with bated breath
For his smile and everything
Is OK .
In his life and in mine
There will be high skies 
But also some low skies .
I will always try to
Keep him flying in a bright
High sky .

                     By Brock

The Phone Call

I will not leave  home 
Until you call  home.
Nobody will ever know
How much I love you so.
I have your pictures
But she's got you.
I dance on the living room floor
In the afternoon.
Pretending have you in my arms.
I take naps by myself
Only to wake up to grab the phone
Thinking it's you.
But I was only dreaming of you and me

by Brock

Hey Mom

The first ear-splitting cries
At 3 AM can be a wake-up
In more ways than one  .
Mom always has extreme
Patience and gentle understanding .
She has never ending love .
She can't run nor can she hide .
Mom will be in the picture
For virtually every hour
Of every day for at least
The next two decades .
Hey mom the moment she barely
Puts her feet up for just a second 
Without hearing distant 
Cries for attention 
Or the expensive tinkle
Of a priceless crystal 
Heirloom being smashed
By a rampaging toddler .
Hey mom !!

                  By Brock

Thursday, June 11, 2015

I Fold My Hands

I fold my hands together .
I have thoughts and concern
About your future .
I try to have patience .
I try to have forgiveness ,
I try to get from you assurance 
That you will always help me
For I will always help you as well .
I will always pray for you 
And also will be proud of you .
Every night before I go to sleep ,
I will fold my hands together
And pray that we will always
Love each other .

                        By Brock

Wednesday, June 3, 2015

Sunshine

I would rather watch him play
All day .
I am the sunshine in his hair ..
My grandson will not always
Know he is sharing something
Beautiful with me .
The Lord has chosen him
To be one of his .
As he plays and takes risk
I will watch him the best I can 
And kiss him as his risk go away
One by one .
I will pray for him as long as I have him .
The sunshine will always shine on my smiley .

                                       By Brock

For Old Time Sake

For old time sake
I would like to turn back
The hands of time ,
When you rode the horse
Oh Grandpa's knee
Just before grandpa put you to sleep 
On grandpa's chest .
Oh when you rowed those big eyes
Oh how do they shine .
Oh those early happy days 
When grandpa would sing
You to sleep .
When you woke up
Than you and grandpa would play 
Almost any where  as long as .
We were together on the floor
Or even outside
And we would play with the ants .
For old time sake 
I wish , I could turn back the hands
of time .
You will always be mine all mine
My smiley .

                       By Brock

You Give Grandpa Everything

Sometimes I can just look in
But I make sure I can look out for you 
It is all a grandpa move 
All because of you .
You can be touching and funny
At the same time .
You give grandpa everything  ,
When I am with you .
I see the days ahead of you .
You are a walking party .
When you move things ,
Grandpa hears things .
You make my day .

                        By Brian

My Softest Hour

Am I filling my life ,
With God or something else ?
It is important to slow
Things down from time to time .
Every day is an adventure .
I'm not ever afraid to thing
Out loud .
I live each day to the fullest
But yet every day
I need to have my softest hour .

                      By Brock

Sunday, May 24, 2015

Jesus Territory

When you were in grandma's house ,
There was always a picture of Jesus
Hanging in her house some where .
It was grandma's house
But much more than that it was Jesus territory .
Grandma said , we can do big things together .
Loving grandma and Jesus 
And loving each other and forgiving
Each other was a big deal 
For grandma and  Jesus .
When you were in grandma's house
And in Jesus territory ,
They had and always will have unchanging hands ,
For they will always be praying for us .

                                                 By Brock

Go Fish

Have you ever gone fishing 
In all kinds of weather ?
Have you ever done a fishing 
Dance ?
After catching your first fish
Of the day ,
You need to hold it and kiss it
Lip to lip .
While fishing you will have memories ,
You will never release 
No matter how many times
You go fish ,
There will always be memories .
Always snap shots of what
You see and what you get 
And therefore you will never forget
Your fishing trip 
But always find time to eat
To help pass the time ,
Just in case a fish goes by your line !

                          By Brock

Sunday, May 17, 2015

My Radio

I heard your love on the radio .
On the radio Jesus rescued me .
It always comes down to who
Your with and our blessed relationships .
I ran this morning ,
In the radio in my head  ,
I heard my mom and my dad and my grandma
And my blessed uncles sing to me 
And with Jesus
They helped me make it through
This day one more time .
What beautiful music
They all made .
Please sing to me just one more time .

                                By Brock

Saturday, May 16, 2015

A Friend's Feelings

Don't ever be reluctant 
To show your feelings 
We can talk on the phone
For hours and when we are done 
I can see your smile 
Over the phone .
Some days that are tough
You can call me
For I want you to know
There is value in everyone ,
And in the world we live in
Our destiny a waits .
I can try and help you
Find the right direction
Just for you .
Oh if nothing else
I can just Listen  .
I learned these things 
from people who loved me .
Don't ever forget 
Your feelings mean something
Special to me always .

                     By Brock


A Child's Swing

The power of joy 
A child in his swing .
Oh to swing in the wind .
There is a special inspiration 
In a child's swing .
It's not just where the swing goes .
What does a child see ?
What is on the other side
Of the wind
When they swing ?
The wind is not always loud 
Like a child in his swing .
Who goes real high ,
When a child is swinging 
The child or me ?
A child is always looking
For more way up high .

                 By Brock

Thursday, May 14, 2015

The Future

You build a future
Not a past .
You build something new
Not old .
You pray today do not worry
About yesterday .
You can pray any time
Even tomorrow too .
You can dream about what
You want in the future .

                   By Brock

Saturday, May 9, 2015

A New Child

A child always smiles .
A child always laughs .
A child may cry
Because that is all he knows .
A child will always reach
For more than he has .
A child will see everything
As brand new .
A child does not know
What is wrong .
A child does all these things
And knows what he knows
Because he just came from Jesus .

                          By Brock

The Bullseye

He loves you beyond measure .
You must rest in knowing
He loves you .
Always have him as the bullseye 
Of your over all target .
When you have so many things
Going on in your head ,
Remember , Jesus will help you
Reach all your bigger targets 
All outside the bullseye 
Of the target were Jesus lives .

                           By Brock

When Grandma Spoke

When grandma spoke , I wish
I had leaned in a little more 
Just to hear her more .
I wish I had the strength 
And composer she had .
She was as clear as glass
Or as clear as a river
On a calm cool clear Sunday morning .
She cold even speak volumes
Without saying a word .

                               By Brock

Monday, May 4, 2015

Mom

Mom is a lot of things .
Mom shares kindness 
And never leaves
You out to dry .
The air is just different 
Around mom .
Mom can be your best play mate .
Mom will always fight for you .
Mom is your everything .
Mom is safety .
Mom is freedom .
Mom is love .
Mom will pray for you no matter
What you do .
Believe it or not
Mom has the final say about you .

                         By Brock

A Broken Heart

You can not hide a broken heart .
Jesus can mend a broken heart
So let Jesus in .
He never calls you out .
He does call you up .
Don't be afraid .
The best is yet to come .
Don't beat yourself up 
For Jesus is always with you .
When you have a broken heart ,
You do not have the answers 
But you have Jesus ,
Who always has a hold of thee .
You can and should talk to Jesus 
About all your troubles and needs
And also your joy of the day
Or night well really always .

                                By Brock

Saturday, April 25, 2015

The Size Of The Family

It is not the size of the family .
It is the love in the home .
It is the love we share 
When we are together .
It is the size of our joys
And fun and our smiles 
We share .
The first step is the hardest step  .
The phone may never ring ,
But the bathroom is always open
To be used by friends and family .
The door of  the home
Will open for one
Or for one at a time .
We all need one hug at a time .
It is never the size of the family .
It is the size of the family that is all mine .

                                         By Brock
 

Who Is Watching

You can sleep and no one
Is watching .
You can pray and only one
person  will hear .
You can work and no one
Has to watch ,
You can play and nobody
Has to watch you .
You can sing and no one
Has to hear you .
You can dance when no one
Is watching .
You can not walk
Without someone watching you  .

                      By Brock

Sunday, April 19, 2015

The Unexpected Sunshine

I know morning starts at midnight .
The only light is the stars up high 
And I can not see the stars .
I know it is just a matter of time
Before the sunshine .
These past days or weeks
The only thing I see are the clouds .
The clouds are only temporary 
That is hard to believe .
The unexpected sunshine will burst
Back into my life .
I need to keep my head up
And my eyes open and believe .
The sunshine will come unexpected .
I need to talk like it is going to happen today .
Oh my God , I see the sunshine
Coming through the clouds  .
Oh my God  . all the clouds 
Have disappeared suddenly .
Oh what a beautiful day .

                         By Brock


Saturday, April 18, 2015

Grandma's Eyes

I have trouble controlling 
What was thrown my way today .
My Shadow is deep .
I miss just sitting beside her .
I don't have all the answers
That she had for me .
I would ask her , who am I
And grandma would say
Be true to yourself
And that is who you are to me .
Why grandma loved me so ,
I will never know the answer .
It was always worth it to go
To grandma's .
Grandma lived for the Lord .
She wants me to do the same .
Grandma's eyes were always on me .
I know she is watching me 
Through heaven's door .

                       By Brock

Sunday, April 12, 2015

A Valley Of Hope

I am in a valley .
I don't know what to do
But my eyes are on you .
I wish , I could shake
The thunder from down here .
I was told to stand still
And the Lord will fight for me .
I don't want to stay in this valley .
My good steps are made by the Lord  .
Trouble is trouble
But misery is optional .
oh to get out of this valley ,
When I get out of this valley    ,
There will be a little more closure .
God collects my tears
For my pool of blessings .
My valley will turn into
A valley of hope .
                   By Brock

Friday, April 10, 2015

Hey Big Guy

I would like to hold you
In my arms and keep you company forever
But it is a growing up world  .
Always smile within yourself .
Be firm in your principles .
Don't ever limit your success .
You may not love everyone
But you need to follow the law .
Hey big guy remember one more
Big thing I want you to remember
Nobody cares how much you know
It is how much you care
And how much you listen as you grow .

                                                  By Brock

Saturday, April 4, 2015

My Grandma's Wisdom

Grandma has experienced life .
She has the wisdom of time .
At my age at one I have none .
Oh how much her simple hug
Means to me today .
Grandma's history and wisdom
Connects us together .
She shares her life stories with me .
She always shows me the right way
And yet she would never steal my joy .
She always sales joy .
It is beautiful to feel
The encouragement that grandma
Is always able to transmit
To me in search of the meaning
Of faith and life .
I love you grandma always .
                                 By Sawyer and Grandpa Brock

Friday, April 3, 2015

Grand-ma

I enjoyed climbing all over
Grandma's house .
Oh the wooden railing
And stairs .
Everything came down
To the way she touched
Me every day .
She was a treasure .
She could do anything
That had to be done .
She was a bridge builder
If you know what I mean .
The words said by grandma
Hold something special to me 
Every day .
I have so much gratitude
For the foundation left  by grandma .
Oh grand-ma I love you so .

                                      By Brock



Sunday, March 29, 2015

I'm Not Old

I am not old  .
I just get older ,
I am not Peter Pan  .
I am Irish clean .
I see things differently  .
I hear what I hear .
I do understand people
Much better these days .
I will never be old at heart .
When I hunt or fish or run ,
I am in no way silky  .
I am just me .
At my age
I try to have fun every day .

                         By Brock

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Your Anchors


I will sing To Ra Loo Ra Loo Ra
Don't you cry
It is an Irish la-la-by
So do not cry .
Together we will dance  the bad things away .
Whenever I pray ,
I will always mention your name .
The Lord will send his love
From up above down to you and me .
The Lord will put his arms
Around you and me .
The Lord is always here
to hear us .
The Lord and I will be your anchors
Of hope always .
So let us dance and I will sing
To Ra Loo Ra Loo Ra
Don't you cry .
We got our arms around you .
You will be ok
For there is always hope little one .
                                              By Brock

When Grandma Died

When grandma died ,
We all gained an angel .
She never knew what a grudge was .
She had no punishing silence .
She had more patience
Than anyone I ever knew  .
There was no abruptness
In her body  .
There was always a purpose
With every step she took .
She was always sincere .
She always gave hugs and love .
She always said she was fine
For the shape she was in .
She always got her job done .
God was with grandma
While she was here .
I feel like God and grandma
Are watching over me all the time ,
As she flies with the angels
And from time to time
She will rest on my shoulders
When I need her .

                                     By Brock