Once again I can not sleep .
Unresolved fear and anxiety
Became magnified by the dark quiet .
Praying only made me focus
On my troubles ever more
And I even question if God really cares .
I snuggled under the covers ,
Shut my eyes and began
Remembering the good things
That had happened that day .
As I counted them ,
The bright spots added up
Like an email , a phone call ,
A friend having a good day .
Peace slowly re[laced fear .
Still a wake I listed things
I had accomplished that today ,
No matter how trivial ,
Like doing dishes , cloths ,
Bringing in the mail .
Contentment replaced restlessness .
Finally I read comforting Bible
Passages and prayers .
By the end of this process
I was falling asleep , secure again
That God really does care
And is working in my life .
I Love You All
By Brock
Smiley